Mr. Arrogant is being served

Mario asked me to move in with him and, in a way, marry him. I questioned the reasons why he wanted to marry me and the reason was "because I love you". It didn't matter whether I love him or not to him. He is so sure of himself that I will fall in love with him that for him is a small, irrelevant detail.

I told him that I am fine in my current life and, to cut the shit short, I made him understand that I am falling in love with Flavio and that I am happy to live with him. He didn't take it too well.

In the meantime with Flavio things are going well. There is something through is mind, constantly and I do not know if it's that Bonnie girl or else but he seems to be reacting and seems to consider me, more and more, part of his life and no more someone dwelling in his apartment. He is so respectful. He has never raised an had on me. I am not meaning to beat me up! Even to touch me slightly. If our hands touch, he is ready to apologise in a very confused, nerdy way. I find him so sweet... But... sex... how could I possibly have sex with him... I do not fancy him sexually while sex, for him is important. Jeez! What the hell I am going on about? Of course sex is important for him, of course sex is important in a relationship!

Anneka is back into my life. she sent me an email with strong erotic connotations and made me understand that she misses our complicity and that despite Mario's manhoods where more than she would have ever expected from a man, she misses the female touch that she discovered with me. She asked me if Mario knew about us and if he knew about me being a lesbian. I have not even bothered replying to her email. I cannot care less about her.

Romano is doing well with his new partner and we are back to the old nice relationship. It took some time but we are back on the path. I am so happy about it. He invited me to a Xmas party to our old apartment but I told him that this year I will go back to Naples as, it seems, it's going to be the first time in years with no arguments about my gayety.

Everything else is ok. Flavio will be leaving mid December for Copenhagen for the Climate Conference and asked me to go with him but, frankly, I got too much to do and I would like to prepare the place up for Xmas. I would like to make him a surprise.

Anyway folks, will write as soon as I got some news for you!

Hugz!