Monday, 20 July 2009
Romano can be such a nuisance! I hate having to argue with him all the times but he cannot expect to make favours to his friends without even telling me. I cannot run a class of 20 people in a room that can barely host 15 and expect to add two of his friends to the list. I wish, sometimes, I didn't owe him so much. One day, when I will have some more time available and be less pissed off, I will write about the way we met and why I owe him so much. Well, to start with, he is not my boyfriend. I am a bit... cold on men, since I had some bad experiences when I was young. My psychologist told me that I should write a diary and report everything I say. Frankly I got no money and I never liked him. I felt as if he judged me constantly. I am openly lesbian and I do not have any problems with that but I have had a bad experience with my last girlfriend and now I am taking a break. I moved to Rome in January this year and live with Romano, a great guy, that knows about my tendencies but tries, regardless, to make me love him. I do love him but I cannot even think of kissing him and not because of his look. He could well be my father, but thank God he is not! My analyst would love reading this but I will never tell him about this Blog. Anyway, I feel so tired and the weather doesn't help. One of the two guys today was really annoying and I did as much as I could to make him sweat and suffer during my lessons. It's not professional, I know, but he is so full of shit that I will do as much as I can to have him out of my class. today was just a trial for him, I hope he will just not come back. The other guy is much more pleasant in his ways but I got the feeling that is a bit of a side dish to the main one, his "Stud" friend. both seem to be from good families and I have done a research on Google already but I cannot find anything about them. I must admit that I felt great pleasure when he asked me out for dinner and I said NO without even finding an excuse or pretend. I wonder what he was telling Romano when I left... Oh well, I will ask him tonight when he is back, now I must get something to eat and go shopping to prepare something nice for my host. cheers folk! I hope I will manage to keep the diary going! hugs!
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