Night Night!

Tomorrow I will be working 5 hours at the gym. Tonight I will go to sleep early. Romano and I had a nice dinner. I cooked one of his favourite dishes but he didn't seem particularly happy even if he ate it all. He asked me what I thought about his friends, especially the taller one. I could hear a note of jealousy in his words but I reassured him that he is not my type and that I am fine by myself these days. I have been browsing a bit around earlier on. I am looking for a flat to move by myself but I do not want it too far from the gym and not particularly expensive. I mentioned it to Romano this evening and he seemed at ease with that. Last time i mentioned it he was rather disappointed but, I guess, that he has understood that my love for him is not the one he expects. He is a sweet guy, he is now 53 or 54, I am not sure. He was very famous in the 80's, he used to play with a pop band and one of his records reached the top of the pops. He made enough money to stop working and dedicated himself to keeping fit and try not to age. He managed pretty well, I must say, but too much exercising has taken a toll and he has to undergo, every now and again, some surgical operations. He never got married, he had a girlfriend and they split after nearly 20 years together when she decided, at 37 to look for her own way without him. She got a job in an American University and never came back. It was the first time I saw some sort of sorrow and regrets in Romano's eyes. usually he is very happy about what he has done and tends not to talk much about his past. there is a reason why he did it but I should go to sleep now because it's too late. Tomorrow evening I will be free and I will tell you about this and my day. So long! Take care guys! kisses!