A girl I like is after a man I can't stand and I want her to pay for
that.
I am trying to make this man fall in love with me to piss that girl off.
I am pretending I am interested in a man to piss that man off and
bring him back to earth.
I am looking for a place and still got no apartment to go and stay in
a few weeks.
I got a job that doesn't allow me to plan anything, not even a holiday
and, I am sure, I will lose this job in September because my boss is a
man that is after me and that is hosting me.
I am a fucking Dike! I hate myself, more and more... Why is all of
this happening to me? isn't enough having suffered when I was young?
isn't enough being a freak and like women rather than men? I don't
know what the hell is going on but I know that this is not what I
wanted.
I might disappear soon. Barcelona, Amsterdam, London and Timbuctu!
Anywhere but here.
Goodnight to you. Mine will be the usual one full of nightmares...
Dear Simona,
ReplyDeletejust try to live your life with less drama. I know it sounds terrible but I think that you can manage to have an ordinary life if you really want. You were alone and you really were looking for someone to share your life with. Now you found her and you are pissed off because she wants to sleep with someone else. Come on! get real! You are a bit too much on people. She likes you, it is clear from what you say but, let her breath! If she has this bisexuality needs, it seems obvious that she would go for men and women. If you feel this is not acceptable for you, just leave her and do not humiliate yourself playing tricks to the two guys... I find it a bit immature... Goodnight girl, I cannot sleep either these days but it is not a matter of nightmares. Kisses!