when the city still sleeps and go for a jog. I am back at Flavio's
place. I was back here on Thursday. I cannot stay alone these days and
after what happened two weeks ago I feel I must stay with someone that
knew the poor girl. I feel guilty about that. The way I treated her
was gross. I should have taken her side, instead I decided to take
his, even if it was dictated by the sense of revenge towards him. He
will pay for that! I swear, he will pay, Sonya!
All is good, otherwise. Flavio is a great guy even if he looks a bit
odd. He gave me the impression to be after me but since I moved here
seems like he can barely stand me... Not sure about thr guy, he is
strange, but I will find out what I have to know. He spends long hours
locked in his room and I hear all sort of noise while he is in there,
as if he looks through boxes or draws, I am not sure... I can hear him
talking to himself in all sort of languages. He seems to be very very
shy and I have never seen him, once, in shorts or "comfortable". I got
doubts about him and these doubts reflect his sexuality. I am starting
understanding why I felt this attraction towards him, I think he is
gay. I might be wrong, but my gaydar tells me that he could be gay. I
have been thinking of the stories he has been telling me about Bonnie
and he often says "the person", he doesn't mention the woman, the girl
and so on... Just yesterday, when he was talking about Bonnie he
started talking about her as a lady but this came after he had serious
problems in talking about her without using the personal pronouns. He
asked me if I had ever had sex with a woman. I answered negatively. I
do not want him to know about me, at this stage. I need to rich Mario
and let him pay for what he has done to Sonya and for what those two
bastards have done to me. He is too similar to them. I know he is
green with envy about me staying at Flavio and this fills my heart of
happiness. We will meet him today, at lunch, over here. It will be
funny!
Have a good day!
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