the place and the building and the area and the guy himself. Very
sweet! I will move next weekend. All perfect, nice room, independent
bathroom, nice small balcony plus a shared terrace. In the house will
be living 4 of us. this guy has got a boyfriend that comes from Milan
nearly every weekend plus there is another room that is rented out to
someone that works at the Gay Village so he sleeps during the day but
uses Giuseppe's, my flatmate, bathroom.
All seems perfect and I feel so relieved. Romano was happy to hear
that I found the right place for me "with [my] own kind of people". It
was a bit nasty but I know how he feels. I just have the feeling that
next step will be firing me from the teaching classes. After I will
move in the flat I will look for a new job somewhere closer to my
flat. I want to break free from Romano's life. He is far too bitter
and rancourous about the whole thing.
Anneka called me and we met tonight. She was very sweet. I was really
embarrassed but she is "once, twice, three times a lady" and she
understood how I feel and she revealed something I didn't like: she
slept with Mario. At this point I will let him go as there is no point
to try to piss Anneka off and I will try to get back to my own life,
forgetting all these people.
Anneka is leaving for Stockholm tomorrow morning and she wont be back
until mid September. She is going to assist her son with the move and
the start of university. I am feeling strangely happy that she is
going and I fancy, again, some sex. I stopped for a while fancying it.
I feel that my biggest problem was the flat and that now, having
solved that, my life can go back to a sort of normality.
Mario, has not written at all and so Flavio but it's ok, I do not feel
I should be in touch with them even if I find Flavio's company very
intriguing and reassuring. I find that guy rather attractive. There is
something about him I like. Strange for a lesbian but I really wish he
was a woman!
Anyhow folks, back to sleep. Still very hot here in Rome and it's too
early to be up but I wanted to breath a bit so I went outside the
terrace and killed some time writing this diary page.
kisses
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